easybreezy

I’ve been working and still continue to work everyday this week until Fri then I am going north for the weekend!  I’m still undecided as to if I will be drinking this weekend or not.  See the last 2 years I’ve went camping with a group of friends and we get inner tubes and lay in them and go floating down the river.  Now any normal person not watching what their consuming would sit there and drink beer after beer as I did last year and take jello shot after jello shot like it’s nobodies business all the while chain smoking, this was me last year.  This year I’m not sure if I’m going to make the jello shots or if I will be drinking at all while I go floating.  I just can’t justify sitting there for up to 5 hours while racking up my calorie count,  yet everyone will rag on me for not drinking and yes I know they shouldn’t and I don’t let it get to me, but dang it is so fun to drink while floating down a river and I don’t know why.  I have to also find foods I can take with me that don’t have to be prepaired and stuff so good I won’t have to log it and worry about gaining.  I don’t need to be gaining ANY weight.  TOMs here and I’m already bloated and up 2 pounds from him so I dont’t need anymore.  I’ve thought up taking my tofu hot dogs and taking a bunch of fruit like apples and peaches stuff that doesn’t need to be cut or require a fork lol.  This is why I hate being out of my element I can’t control everything and I HATE not being incontrol.

On another note I picked up my bridesmaid dress today and I can’t wait to wear it actually I can’t wait to do alot of things.  I also went shopping for my bathingsuit and found a cute 1 piece I’ll post a pic when I wear it this weekend.  I also shopped around for dresses to wear to the bachelorette party for my friend whos wedding I’m in.  I would describe them as Carrie Bradshaw cocktail dresses    .  I had to get my passport for this cause we’re going to canada so that all the girls in the wedding can drink her, her cousin is only 19 so we want her to be able to go out and have fun plus we wanna go to a male strip club since they don’t have them here in MI.  Ok back to the dresses… I found 2 they are both short up to your knees (which I normally hate) one is all black and silky material (well both are) it has one thick shoulder strap which has black silky flowers going up it and  the other strap is a spagetti strap.  It’s tight on my upper half so it keeps me all sucked in and the bottom has tulle under it so it poofs out so the dress makes me look a little bigger, but I don’t care it is adorable.  The other one is green and black flower print on a white background it is also short to the knees and it strapless… now I don’t usually go for strapless cause the ol’ ta-ta’s sag a bit (thanks gravity!)  however they don’t look too bad in this dress it too is tighter on top and has vertical roushing or bunching on the bottom half starting at the butt area and stopping at my knees this one makes me look slimmer, the only reason I hesitate on this one is I’m afraid I’ll be adjusting the good ol boobs all night and I want to be carefree that night. I plan on macking on all the guys for free drinks!!  I do love both and my sister said she liked the green one on me I just don’t know.  I’m going back fri to pick one so wish me luck with choosing.

Ok I’ve got to work at 7 am the next 2 days so I’ve got to go to bed while I read my Chelsea Handler book… I rad the first half just last night I wish I had time tonight to finish it, it is so funny.